these past year, ive been quiet.
avoiding a lot of people, i no longer open up.
keeping my mouth shut.
truth is, im scared.
trust has always been an issue with me.
and when it seems that its still so easily abused, i hide.
i hide,
because it's easier.
i hide,
because it's less hurtful.
i hide,
because when i speak my mind - it seems insignificant.
so i keep quiet.
i deal with it - myself.
because when i open up, speak my mind, things will just get worse.
