from mr double you . i really mish you mann .
thx 4 the conversation with now Ain .
i truly wish 4 a world where can answer your question
" if i still love her "
with just yes or no
without buts and exceptions .
but i dont believe that true , unconditional blind love
exist anymore .
i wish it can be real though .
i wish i can love somebody for ever n ever n ever .
without a shadow of doubt ,
without fear of mistrust
that all i want but looks like i want find
it in this lifetime ..
i envy those who has love
and manage to keep loving
no matter what
it needs both side comitment and effort right
or at least both side's desire to keep the relationship
alive ..
i'm tired of it all but i cant simply
break away from her
deaths is lighter than a feather
duty is heavier than a mountain
no matter how heavy it is ,
i feel its my duty to
at least try and help her
even if it means i wont be happy :)
i hope your story end better than mine
and your life happily ever after
with loved ones .
you are kind , thoughtful , polite ,
considerate and matured person
that i am glad to be friends with :)
lots of love ,
double you .
p/s : i love u eventho kita hanya kawan baik . thank you awak !
