the 15 years old me would probably scream
if she knew i would end up being
who i am today.
what previously took me almost a year,
now only takes less
than a month.
then again it did took 10 months to lead me there.
though i am still a pessimist,
i cant believe how optimistic ive become lately.
how easy i seem to trust.
not that im complaining
but it does scare the hell out of me.
because that just means ive stopped expecting
the worst.
which also mean i wouldnt be able to see it if it comes my way.
then again ,
it means ive allow myself to let go n be really happy.
which i am.
really happy.
:)
12 days !
